It’s getting closer to the last day of my high school career
and to be honest I don’t know if I’m more happy or scared. There is always so
many mixed emotions about ending school because I hate it so much, but yet I
enjoy seeing people that I’ve basically grown up with. The teachers here are
basically like a friend to me since they help me with literally all of my
problems. I know you shouldn’t be close to teachers but it’s hard when they are
actually more understanding than your actual friends you have. I never really
had a lot of friends during high school because I eventually realized that they
are all fake towards you, so that’s when I turned to teachers to help me with
my problems. To be honest I don’t know what I’m supposed to do next year when I
have certain problems I don’t have anyone to turn too. College will be a
completely different experience and I don’t know if I’m ready for it. College
teachers aren’t going to care about what you are going through and ask about
your problems because they really don’t care about anything besides the money
they are getting for being there. I know eventually I’ll be able to handle
these problems on my own but I don’t know how I’m supposed to do it at first
when I don’t have anyone to turn too. I know I’ll have family and some friends,
but the support I have at this school is absolutely amazing. I know it won’t be
healthy for me to go out on my own when I’ve been having support for the longest
time but I’ll eventually have too. Sometimes I believe I won’t be able to go do
it on my own but I know I will be able too.
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