Daily Venting (AA-2)

I’m usually a type of person who isn’t a jealous type or a person who gets upset over certain situations, but sometimes I can’t always keep my anger controlled. It’s hard for me to be able to keep what I have to say in but half of the time I just end up talking about it to someone because I can’t hold it in anymore. I have never been a jealous type of person until probably this year. I don’t take things seriously, but when I do that’s when I either get jealous or upset about things. Sometimes when things bother me, I usually talk to a teacher about it because he’s more understandable about things but when he isn’t, I literally have no one I can vent too about it. If I try talking to a friend about it, it usually ends up to the whole school knowing about it because no one knows how to keep their mouth shut anymore. So it ends up to me holding everything in because it’s impossible for people to understand. Even if someone doesn’t run their mouth about it, it’s the fact that no one understands what type of problems I go through and what I have to deal with on a daily basis. I try believing someone when they say they won’t run their mouth about it, but half of the time I end up hearing about it and the person who says it. And that’s when I actually had the strength to go off on them but I just keep my mouth closed because I don’t feel like starting more unneeded drama. I keep thinking only a few more months of high school, but at this point I just want to be done so I don’t have to worry about anyone again.