Improvement (FF-1)

I usually don’t think people will change once they messed up completely especially since I hold grudges. But once I saw my sister for the first time in a while, I realized people can actually change. Most of the time when it comes to her, seeing her would just make me sick to my stomach. But this time I was just happy to see she was actually doing well and most of all, she was alive. I didn’t think I could hate her any more than I did and I told myself I would never come face to face with her again. But thankfully I did. It just relieved so much stress that I had because of her. Seeing that she actually wants help and is admitting that she has a problem was really the only thing I wanted to hear and see. She kept saying how she won’t be there for my graduation, but the only thing I told her was that for my graduation present she can stay sober. I don’t think I ever had a normal life when it came to having an older sister. They always say you have to have someone you can look up too, but I never really had that. The only thing that she has shown me was to never even touch a drug. Most people usually don’t have that experience, and I’m glad I saw what those disgusting things do to people. I know she has a lot more things she has to do to finally be back to normal, but it isn’t just going to happen overnight. I’m just hoping that this time she actually realized what she did, and she’ll realize that she needs to change. Most people wouldn’t of stuck around this long, and she’s lucky she has the support.