Annoyed (EE-1)

It’s hard to be able to trust someone after the amount of disappointment they’ve put you through. But then again, it’s hard to sit there and not try to make things better because you know they are trying to make things better. I’ve learned that people do make mistakes, but how many times can this person make the same mistake over and over until they realized what they’ve done?  Especially if it’s someone that you grew up with. I know she’s more than capable of doing this, but I just don’t know if she actually hit rock bottom just yet. I don’t know how much worse it could get for her to realize this is her only option to turn her life around. They always say that they will eventually realize it, but what happens if it’s too late for her? The amount of people who are dying from a drug overdose is getting worse and worse as the years go on. Everyone thinks it’s their entire fault for them doing this to themselves, but it’s not their fault. It’s the drugs addiction that got them this way. And I don’t think people realize how hard something like that is to just randomly stop doing. I feel bad for her, than again I don’t because of the amount of suffering I’ve been through because of her. I know she needs help, but what if there is no way you can save someone who is this far in? She always tells me that she needs her family support but how can I support someone who made my life living hell for the 11 years of my life. I’m not the type of person who holds grudges, but this is something that I don’t think I can just randomly let go of.