I never wanted to be done with school as much as I do now. It
seems like these last couples of weeks are just taking forever and it’s never
ending. Usually I can somewhat tolerate
being in school for a full day, but I honestly think I’ve reached my limits
with being here. I basically come up with every excuse in the book for me to
either get out of school early, or just to not even bother coming in. If I at least
had classes that can help me in life I would come, but the fact I am doing
cross word puzzles and watching movies just doesn’t help anymore. Study halls
are absolutely pointless, I should be able to leave whenever I have study halls
because it’s pointless to sit in this school and rot. Last year I never thought
my senior year would be this boring and pointless, and now I realized why no
seniors last year bothered coming to school. I rather be doing something actually
productive than sit here so bored. I would think I would be more upset over the
fact I’m not going to see anyone after graduation, but at this point I don’t even
care anymore. If I don’t see the people I used to see every day, then obviously
they weren’t considered a “friend” to me. I usually lose a lot of friends
during summer but i rather have people I can actually consider a friend to me
than someone who isn’t really a friend.
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