High School Reality (X-2)

I just find it weird that after this year, I probably won’t see half of these people ever again. Yes I won’t lie that I’m actually glad I won’t see any of these people, but then again you basically grew up with all of these people. Half of these people didn’t even have an effect on my life at all because I barely spoke to any of them. But the people that I actually did see and talked too on a daily basis, yeah I guess it will be depressing. Even when people say that you’ll still see them, you usually don’t end up seeing them.  Another thing that sucks is that you actually have to figure out what you want to do for the rest of your life since you’re officially done with high school. Personally if I had a choice to either stay in high school or go to college, I would just stay in high school. Even though I hate it so much here, I rather have my life be easy than go off to college and have to start a whole new chapter in my life. Even though I did want that for a long period of time, I just don’t think I could actually handle seeing a whole group of new people. Especially because I have social anxiety problem, it absolutely sucks that I can’t even keep a normal conversation with someone. I just have a feeling college isn’t going to be a good time because it will be a reality check for so many people. I just can’t wait to actually not have to see these people who just mad me so bad all year over stupid things. I just think there will be a huge weight lifted off my shoulders because I won’t have to deal with any of these stupid drama anymore.