Self-Respect (Z-1)

Half of these girls in our school have absolutely no self-respect for themselves and it’s getting out of control for it. More and more girls are crossing the lines about it because they just enjoy making other people happy. You try talking to them about it, but once something is out there is no way you can get it back. Some people just find it funny and think they should spread the word around. One thing that bothers me the most is that people who you are friends with think it is fine to do around and do things and you sit there and try to make them not do it. You think girls would understand that once something is out, there’s no way you can get it back. I try to explain to people not to get yourself involved with it, but somehow they still manage to do it. Sadly, once they find out about it the whole school will find out about it and then eventually it just ruins your reputation. That is something you don’t want following you around because people will look at you different when you shouldn’t be. It’s understandable that people make mistakes, but if you do it over and over again, then it’s only your fault. Maybe one day people will realize not to do it anymore because it just makes you look terrible, but until then people will just have to realize it and deal with it. You really can’t stop someone from doing something if they want to do it, but the only way you can help them is if you sit down and tell them what will happen. But even if you do it they will probably not even bother listening to you, so you’ll just be wasting your breath.

Two faced forever (Y-2)

Having to deal with two faced people is another problem that I absolutely cannot stand. You think you can trust this person with the smallest information, and all of a sudden the whole entire school knows what is going on. Wouldn’t you think if you want to keep friends, you would learn how to keep your mouth shut? Eh I guess not. You really don’t know what fake friends are, until you are either a senior in high school or just out on your own. I didn’t think being a real friend was that hard for people to do. Wouldn’t you think if people know you can keep your mouth shut, you would get all the inside scoop on things? Personally, that’s what I do. It’s not that you are being sneaky, it’s the fact that people can actually trust you without them worrying. Another thing that’s annoying is that once you are done being friends with someone who you w ere really close with, it’s like they decide to spill every little detail about you. It is like a diary you have, but it’s a person. Half of the time, people just spill things out of their mouth to either make them look good or have other people look terrible. I will never understand why females do the things they do. If I had a chance to be a guy, I wouldn’t even think twice about it. Being a female only makes more drama compared to guys who know how to settle things in a mature way. It’s weird that they say girls mature faster than guys, when actually they don’t. Girls know how to be the most immature things in the entire world and it just gets to the point where it is just annoying. Another thing that is annoying is how you can’t even trust anyone you tell something too.

Daily Venting (Y-1)

Ever have that group of people who just annoy you so much for no apparent reason at all? It is just their appearance that just makes you so mad because of how stuck up they act around certain people. Depending on who they are around, sometimes they will act normal or they can act so stuck up. Half of the time I don’t even give them my attention because of their attitude towards other people.  If you think you are better than half of the people in this school, then obviously you must have a problem with yourself. It’s not fair for other people to be treated badly because of a person being so self-centered. Sometimes it is hard to keep your temper down when you are around these people because it would be perfect just to tell them how it is for once. Half of the time, I believe they think their appearance is so important when it clearly isn’t. I never met a group of people who are so amazed by themselves than this group of people. The funny part is, they try to be all friendly with you when you know they are the group of people who just runs their mouth about everything possible. It’s just funny when people makes themselves look so fake and plastic and you just want to scream it in their faces. But no, you just decided to hold back your anger because you only have a couple more months dealing with these people, and then hopefully you will never see them again. Yeah sometimes it’s depressing, but you think about it and it’s just something that you’ve been looking forward too for such a long time. Maybe one day they will realize reality and stop being so stuck up for once.

High School Reality (X-2)

I just find it weird that after this year, I probably won’t see half of these people ever again. Yes I won’t lie that I’m actually glad I won’t see any of these people, but then again you basically grew up with all of these people. Half of these people didn’t even have an effect on my life at all because I barely spoke to any of them. But the people that I actually did see and talked too on a daily basis, yeah I guess it will be depressing. Even when people say that you’ll still see them, you usually don’t end up seeing them.  Another thing that sucks is that you actually have to figure out what you want to do for the rest of your life since you’re officially done with high school. Personally if I had a choice to either stay in high school or go to college, I would just stay in high school. Even though I hate it so much here, I rather have my life be easy than go off to college and have to start a whole new chapter in my life. Even though I did want that for a long period of time, I just don’t think I could actually handle seeing a whole group of new people. Especially because I have social anxiety problem, it absolutely sucks that I can’t even keep a normal conversation with someone. I just have a feeling college isn’t going to be a good time because it will be a reality check for so many people. I just can’t wait to actually not have to see these people who just mad me so bad all year over stupid things. I just think there will be a huge weight lifted off my shoulders because I won’t have to deal with any of these stupid drama anymore.

Annoying Humans (X-1)

Most of the time I’m terrible at keeping my temper down because most of the time, I just can’t handle people at all. I usually can tolerate people chewing food or drinking something but lately I just cannot handle it. When people sit there and eat an apple for example, I literally lose it. Or when they are sucking on a drink and have to get every little bit up. Like seriously? I try to keep calm but most of the time I literally have to get up and take a walk somewhere because that’s how annoyed I get. I try not being rude, but it gets to the point where I could probably go off and go crazy before I say something to make them stop.  It’s not that I’m a rude person, because I know I have my times where I can be, but it’s just hard to actually make people control themselves. I understand that chewing an apple is a noisy thing, but I don’t think it could be that loud where I just want to punch them in the face.  It comes to a point in time where I feel bad for getting so mad about the situation but then again, it’s just something that gets on my last nerve. There are so many other things that actually bother me, but usually I keep my temper down and control it. For example when people chew gum and snap it. If I wasn’t in school and someone did that, I would probably wrap their gum around their forehead because that’s how mad I get over it. I don’t think snapping your gum was part of chewing it. I know sometimes I probably do the same thing when it comes to chewing food, but I could at least admit.

Moods (W-2)

Moods are always depending on the type of weather it is outside. During winter, everyone seems sadder and more moody because of the stupid weather. When it’s actually starting to get warm out and it makes people feel good it, their moods change so much. Half of the time when it’s cold out, no one really wants to leave the house and rather stay inside and be warm. And that’s why people are depressed because no one wants to leave and that’s when they don’t see sunlight. I swear it seems like when people are outside when it’s warm out, their moods change and everything is just better. Yeah during winter there are some times where people are actually in a good mood, and that’s like around Christmas or holidays. But summer or spring is just more delightful. Especially when you hear the birds chirping. But it sucks living in buffalo because as of right now, seems like winter is never going to leave us. It’s in the middle of March, and we still have like a foot of snow on the ground. This time last year, you could see green grass and it was actually in the 50’s. It’s hard to be in a good mood when it’s below freezing outside, and half of the time people are all inside because it’s too cold outside. I wouldn’t mind winter if people were so nasty. That’s why, summer just need to hurry up so people won’t be so moody and rude and people will actually enjoy life. Because as of right now, nothing will make people happy with the way winter is going. Personally I am a happy person in summer time because it’s just the fact of being outside and being around people instead of staying inside all day and rotting.