Spitting the truth (T-2)

When I was a freshman I always thought that high school would be a terrible thing. Thinking about it now as a senior, I never thought 4 years could go so fast. But I’ve never been happier that this is finally almost done and I can actually move on with my life and start fresh. Senior year is probably the most boring year for anyone. The stupid part is, you actually have to go to school even when you have study halls basically every block. I wish the teachers would understand that this part of the year will just be a complete blow off for so many kids.  Trying to wake up every morning to come here is getting harder and harder as the year goes on. Thinking about softball starting in a month and the fact that I will be forced to come to school every day because I either won’t be able to participate in games if I’m not here for half of the day. As the year is going back, I’m starting to realize that this is almost finally over, and I would have to be around these people anymore. Even though that sounds terrible, but it’s true. People have their little groups, and even when they say they “like” you, half of them don’t. I try to be nice to people but all of them are just rude so obviously I will be rude back to them. I treat people how they treat me. Even though I do it in a worse way and I end up just ignoring them and pretending that they aren’t even real. It’s an easier way for me to show people how they treat me and how it feels to be treated like garbage. But thankfully, I’m half way there with this year, and I won’t have to deal with this anymore.